Hey everyone . I just had a very normal day . Ya know , the staring down the little bitches , laughing out loud with my homies , screaming and teasing going all around . Not forgetting my constant ' OUCH , FUCK , MY BRACES . SHIIIIIIIT ' every time I hurt my mouth . Surprisingly , no homework today . Woo-a-hoo . Had lunch with Alya at Pelita after school . Bumped into Atiq and before that Azimee and Azizi . Alya and I tried to get a cab , but failed . Then we spotted Azimee and Azizi crossing the road , so Alya suggested we walk with them , since we all live in Section * :) Walking with the boys was fun . Then Azimee and I were left to walk together after sending Alya and Azizi home . It wasnt awkward between us at all . Which is a good thing :)
But then when I reached home , I checked my phone , I had gotten a few text messages . 2 from my sister . Saying that my second grandma had passed on this morning and that mum wanted one of us to fly in , back to Sarawak . But knowing me , I cant do it . Im not strong enough . I fell guilty that I wont be paying my last respects . Does this make me a bad granddaughter ?
I Love You Grandma , Even though I dont see you much anymore . I Love You . God , Protect her . Guide her . Please be there for her . Popo , Just know , I'll be praying for you . Im sorry .
Love , Vanessa .
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