Time waits for no man .

How do I start ? Im starting to feel my heart once again , and it sucks . My heart is starting to feel , my eyes are starting to tear up every time Im alone and my brain starts working on painful thoughts . I threw away all my love , after I wasted it . I threw every single feeling I had . Because I knew it would be good for me . Then , I start missing someone . It feels like , the want to pick up my phone and send a text saying , ' Hi , I miss you and I really really need you right now ' . But then , we all know we're scared of the other person thinking we're crazy or desperate or whatever . We're nothing like that , we're the ones who really love that certain other . But then , when you think about it , you know we've done the same thing before . For reasons you cant even explain . i promise to be alway rational and reasonable . No matter what . Appreciate the ones you have , and the ones who are bound to be yours . Realize the ones right in front of you . The ones who love you for you . Dont chase after a person who wont chase after you . Because you know , you'll be the only one trying to hang on to something that will never work out right . Or you'll be the one whose a little too late . Because time , waits for no man . Ever .