Fed up .

Im beginning to become very cold hearted . Im not sure why . Friends have been absolute bitches lately . Not all of them . Just some . SOME . I wont say names , but if you guys see this , Im sorry . I've just have had about enough with you people . You take me for granted . Im supposed to be your friend , you're supposed to help when I need help , you're supposed to wait for me to walk out together . But no . You people just walk off just like that . Im tired honestly . Being your friend , is torture . You only need me , when your other friends aren't around . You only need me , when you need something . I didnt sign up for this shit . I signed up to be your friend . I'll just stay silent . I'll just hold it in . We're not kids anymore . We once were . But we're not now . Its about time we all grew up . Its about time you understood what the term FRIEND means . If you dont , then thats too bad . Our senior will be our last year we'll ever be FRIENDS . I dont think I'll regret it . I dont need baggage in my life that will bring me down . I dont need bad influences . I dont need it . You people complain how I have friends wall to wall . Malay or not . Why ? You should be glad that Im well connected . You should be glad I dont have to hang on to you every time we're not in the same place together . Why do you complain ? Im sorry you're racist or whatever . But seriously , you jealous or something ? Im sorry you dont mingle as much as I do . Im sorry that Im more outgoing than you . Im sorry , but thats who I am . I can randomly talk to people I dont even know . I can because thats how you gain friends . Im the person who mostly breaks the silence . I dont see why you're complaining .

Im sorry if you terasa . But seriously . I've just have had about enough .