Chew me up and spit me out .

Yesterday was a total nightmare . The nag-ish feeling I get every now and then . I was feeling very hurt for some unknown reason last night . Then when i saw Azfars status , it made me feel even worse . By 9pm , I was already in bed , trying to sleep . Just as I was about to fall asleep , all my old scars burst open , leading to a trip down memory lane . I tried to push it all out of my head , but the images played a slide show in my head . I tossed and turned in bed , till about 6am . I finally fell asleep but then got shaken but the pain again at 8.15am . The pain I felt was unbearable . Absolutely unbearable . I felt strangled and nauseated . My heart was beating at high speed . My fingers shivered . At the end of the day , He made it all better . His hugs and kisses are the best . Haha . I didnt forget you Asyari Amir (; You're just absolutely fantastic .