Complicated enough for you ?

Nothing feels solid anymore . I feel like I'm floating in mid air , trying to get my feet back on the ground . Its been so long since I have felt safe . Seems like everything doesn't feel right and I don't even know what it is . I keep on searching for something I can't find . Its like someones hiding the answers from me . The answers I'm looking for is the answers to the questions that aren't even completed . I'm unsure of myself . Unsure of the people around me . They say nothing lasts forever . What if they do ? Does that mean its a lie ? The whole concept is confusing don't you think ? What if forever never comes ? Questions that I have in my head really amaze me at times . Some people might understand what I'm trying to say , or they just say 'Yeah I get it' just for the sake of saying it . By the time someone understands what I'm trying to say , I might be six feet under the ground already . Though I shouldn't underestimate people these days . Some people say I'm over-thinking everything . Some people say I'm too young . Over-thinking doesn't mean its bad . Being too young is never a reason . An individual can be as complicated as heck even if they don't seem so . We wear masks every single day to hide something from the people who see us . We hide things like like lies , pain and everything else . There is not one single person that doesn't hide something . You don't see an individual crying in the corner in school do you ? Unless of course one can't stand all the pressure life serves .