First world pains .

How long has it been dear blogspot ? Far too long I believe . So much has happened since my absence and I feel different . I'm growing up , drawing my own future , taking on new things , and definitely planning my next step in life after high school . I never imagined myself in the whole high school after-life . Don't you find it scary dear reader ? Unpredictable things are going to take place whenever God wants them to . I will admit it that I'm terrified . I'm not ready . I want to be that ol' school girl mummy sends and picks up everyday . I may be still want to be in high school . Just for the sake of feeling safe . I know its just high school but this place was where I spent my 5 years of my life discovering new things , taking on new heights . I don't want to leave but its life apparently . You can never stay at one place forever . I guess I'm gonna have to learn how to let go . Life will be giving me tons of lemons . Colourful ones I believe . And I'll just have to make the best of them . Leaving and letting go of things is scary , no ?