Tick tock .

I feel so colorless . Its as if my life was hardly even touched with color . But for the past few days , I've been thinking a lot really , about how I'm wasting my life by doing absolutely nothing out of the ordinary . Everyday its the same old schedule . Grandma passed away last Friday and it triggered something in me .Thinking how she herself wasted her life away , just waiting for her time to come . Its sad , really . Maybe we should be trying a little harder in pushing our limits . Theres no time left to waste . The clock is ticking .

R.I.P Liew Yin Lian . Forgive me for not being the best granddaughter . I deeply regret it . I love you .