Vanessa

You know what I hate ? People who dont want to be your friends , wont straight up and tell it to your face . They keep going around making fun of you , telling fake stories about you to make you seem like a fucking hypocrite .

You know what ? I'm tired trying to understand you . I'm tired trying to forgive you and shit . D'you know how stupid I feel still wanting to be your friend ? No , you dont know . I'll be straight up alright ? This is what people are saying about you :

1. He's such a child .

2. He needs to grow up

3. He wants people to beg him for forgiveness just like he's the king of everything .

4. He's being very selfish .

And the list goes on . D'you know how long these people have been telling me all that shit and more ? You know what I would answer ? NO HE'S NOT LIKE THAT . I always defend you . I honestly always defend you . You only want attention . Friend , the attention you want , is from the wrong people and you know what ? You're turning into someone I dont know . Someone who I dont even like . You made stories till none of my friends want to talk to me . The person I was friends with two years ago , wasn't that kind of person . I love you as a friend . I do . But then you hanging with people who only know how to mentally bully me . Honestly , Are you happy ? Happy making me suffer mentally ? Screaming EEEEEEEE every time you see me ? Talking behind my back , backstabbing me ? Are you happy doing all that ? If you are , then good luck to you later in life dear friend . If you are happy , then continue doing it , and see where you will end up .

I was a true friend , so were you to me . I keep silent because I knew how much you wanted friends . If you still dont know , or dont know how to separate right from wrong , then follow what you want . I miss hanging out w you and our other two friends . It hurts seeing you and not being able to talk to you or even tease you playfully anymore . It hurts because I lost my close friend . I lost so many friends because of you . I'm completely friendless out of school now . I hope you're happy that you destroyed me . You destroyed my mental self . You destroy me .

If you dont want to be my friend anymore , say it to my face . Dont bully me . Please , I beg you .