Regret

So if you've been following my blog , and you pretty much know what has been happening between my two guy friends and I . Well , I just want to say this . Since I cant say it to anyone else or anywhere else for that matter .

I miss them . I miss talking shit with them . I miss making sarcastic comments with them . I miss bitching about other people with them . I miss doing everything with them . I just miss it . I cry a little every time I think about it . Its hard . They were the reason why I didnt think I would need any other friends . They were the reason . I thought I wouldnt need anyone else besides them , Alya and Thigzy . And now I have lost two most important people in my life .

Its that heavy . If you guys ever come across this post , I miss you . I miss us .