Send me away in the words of a love song

Okay . People people , everyone has been popping up on my FB chat , YM , MSN , PingChat , and Skype , asking me if I'm okay . Truth is , I am . Im honestly okay . Im not crying , or even thinking about it . I did cry for a little while . But then I stopped after remembering that I knew it was going to happen soon , and I was sure that I was emotionally and mentally ready for it . Dont ask me how Im okay , because I cant really answer you . I avoided love songs , sad songs . It did help in a way . Even though the smallest things remind you that you've lost that person you were in a relationship with , you do feel it in your heart a little hurt . I wont lie to you and say I didnt feel that small twinge of hurt . Because I did . Im still trying very hard right now . I dont let that certain pain get to me , I would let it go . Because in that relationship between me and A , wasnt going to last , so its really no shocker . I did like him . A lot . But only a small period of time . Dont call me brave , strong or tough , because deep down , Im deeply hurt and slowly healing . I depended on new love to help me heal , but then I guess I did it the wrong way . Goodnight lovers . Sweet dreams .

-V