Vanessa

I think I need time away from the technology . Away from the outside world for a little while . Clear my mind . I need to stay sane . I need to . Though , When Im alone , I start to think of all the hurtful things . All the things that had hurt me before this . All pouring out of my heart . Say Im crazy but its true . Im so afraid of everything falling apart . Im so afraid of losing my family , friends , love , hope , sanity and chance . Im so afraid . Tell me how to stop it . Because I know I cant . I want to be a better person . I dont want things to fall outta place . Because it hurts like hell . Trust me . When you let it fall and fade , You're the one that gets hurt .