Vanessa

Indifferent in so many ways , Its almost absurd . Emotionally , I've been topsy turvy . I feel the need for somebody to love , But at the same , I dont . As if life wasnt complicated enough , drama comes rolling in . Friends , Family all coming in with drama dragging behind their butts . Random people texting me saying they want me . What the hell ? Might as well call 911 to save your lizard in a tree . Please dont annoy me . Because I have more important things to think about than talk to you about whether I feel for you . Boy , You trippin' . I dont care if you're nice or whatever , You're still just desperate . My friend once said to me , ' No one deserves second best ' . So no . Not anytime soon . Because Im so sick of playing second fiddle to you people and your silly games . This time , Im looking for something real . So if you cant offer it , Then go look for some other slut to play with . With love .