Vanessa

Im somewhere between nervous and excited . Its absolutely unexplainable . I've waited for 9 months for this , And its finally here . Theres a part of me that regrets not paying attention in Science class and in KH . Right this moment , Theres no one here or a phone call away to explain my feelings of anxiety . Everyones just not there . Maybe because I've never tried ? I did . I've learnt a lot this year . 2010 is the year I gained most life lessons than any year . Including the lesson on NOT TO BE STUPID . Im still working on that . I've realized that I have lost my hangout buddies . The ones that make me laugh all the time . Is this the time where I should move on ? To where ? To whom ? Do you know ? Because I dont . 2010 has given me so many disappointments . Its endless .