I Feel It .

Its been a very stressful week . We started Latih Tubi Berimpak Tinggi . We take about 7 test papers from other schools a day . I feel like my brain is gonna melt . I realized that my grades need a lot of work . Im feelin' the passion to study . Hoho . Still having depression problems . I cant help think of Him . This is stupid . Hmm . My classmates are getting on my nerves . They're being racists . Fuck you people . Though I still have to give in . My mind is still stirring on what I want to do next year . Im still not certain of what I wanna be when I grow up . Am I at all interested in Science ? Do I like computers ? Am I good in Math ? I DONT KNOW . Family is asking me as well . Pet bros are advising me to take Science . So Im not all that certain yet . Will I take it as it comes ? I dont know ;)