7.20am , Sunday , 15 August 2010 .

Tell me something . I havent been able to sleep well ever since I lost Him . I keep thinking how stupid I was . This is starting to get silly . I mean , Really ? Is there something wrong with me ? Im not obsessed . I dont have pictures of him everywhere . Not anywhere at all . Dont be stupid . But the feeling that stabs my heart is unbearable . I have this sick and uncomfortable feeling . My body is ice cold everyday . No , Im not a vampire . That warm feeling is gone . My body isnt comforted by his warm hugs . He makes everything feel better when he's around . I definitely miss you . I dont know what Im gonna do without you .