Vanessa

Every single thing I've done , That made me happy , Was always taken away from me . Yes . Permanently . I dont know why I quit . I've had so many hobbies , Some temporary , Some Permanent . My favorite things that I did when I was young was Ice Skating , Swimming and Bowling . I was supposed to try out for Tennis , But didnt get to in the end . Then the years had past , The RELATIONSHIP PHASE came along into my life . I felt the anxiety , the fast beating of my heart , the nerve wrecking part when I see you , And the Oh I Want You So Bad . Yes , I did get the relationships . Most of it , I walked away because I didnt want to suffer . But then that day ,I finally trusted someone , to not be a jerk , to pick up the pieces , to care , and everything . He let me down . I felt upset . Yeah . I felt hopeless . I wished at that moment , I could do all those things I shouldnt do . I wanted to smoke , I wanted drown , I wanted to drink and get drunk . Real BAD . See what it does to ya ? Im not saying its bad for you , Its actually good . Yes , You feel all great , wonderful , like you're floating on thin air . But when its taken away from you , you get hurt , upset , angry , Then , You get STRONGER . Thats the best part of it . You learn . I got so many things taken away from me .

OPERAFEST , This was taken away from me . If you dont know what this is , Its a choir . This is a national choir . That traveled so many places . We've won so many awards . They even have a key to so many cities all over the world . We sing with strange techniques you world , dont know . I enjoyed this . I enjoyed performing . I enjoyed the singing . The stupid dancing , I loved . Now , I've lost that .